Home.

The streets are filled with this peaceful calm, it’s freezing under ten degrees, but I stand on my rooftop and look at the sleeping city around me. I’ve forgotten what it’s like to feel this sense of freshness and familiarity. I’ve plotted my life around this space, and tonight, I have to say goodbye.

I’ve made this place into what I what I want it to be, and to stand for, a place of comfort and warmth. Filled with people’s lives and stories, somewhere you can be yourself. I love the ease of friends calling as and when, and how I didn’t care if they stayed past 12am. I had awesome company, that’s all that mattered. That’s how 906 started three years ago. Yes, we worked hard. Late nights and sleepless weeks, we’ve done it all. At the end of it all, we had food (indomee/kfc/subway/chai), television, space, beds, music, etc. And each other. It was this space that taught me to appreciate the beauty of loneliness but also the blessings of company. I’ve never wanted to spend so much time at home before, I loved coming back to this place everyday, to cook, to entertain, to sit and appreciate some quietness. People just made all this a million times more perfect.

There’s nothing much left in this house and it feels a little colder than before, but still, this is home. It will always be.

Don't fade away.

The day has come for packing boxes
Dusty pictures with familiar faces
Put them down, better mow the lawn
Before the day is gone
One more look down the street
And playback all my memories

Goodbye, don’t change a thing
I promise, I’ll be back someday
I’ll miss you, please don’t fade away
Don’t fade away

Oh clock, just stop for a second,
I still see a kid inside the mirror
I’m all grown up, moving on
Life feels short, it used to feel long
The flying birds, reminds me
That sometimes we have to go

Goodbye, don’t change a thing
I promise I’ll be back someday
I’ll miss you, please don’t fade away
Don’t fade away

Gotta go, leave here by three
Something’s waiting for me

Goodbye, don’t change a thing
I promise, I’ll be back someday
I’ll miss you, please don’t fade away
Don’t fade away

-David Choi, Don’t Fade Away

Stolen.

We watched the season pull up its own stakes
And catch and last weekend of the last week
Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced
Another sun-soaked season fades away

You have stolen my heart
You have stolen my heart

Invitation only, grand farewells
Crash the best one, of the best ones
Clear liquor and cloudy eyed, too early to say goodnight

You have stolen my heart
You have stolen my heart

And from the ballroom floor we are in celebration
One good stretch before our hibernation
Our dreams assured and we all, will sleep well

You have stolen
You have stolen
You have stolen my heart

I watch you spin around in your highest heels
You are the best one, of the best ones
We all look like we feel

You have stolen my
You have stolen my
You have stolen my heart

-Dashboard Confessional, Stolen